.....and then it made sense for a while why I had to look at it with a different eye, for i had seen it to be perfect, and the question now; was is it really? i thought of it slowly, carefully and deeply... i had to or at least i thought so...the moment i dreamed of was now happening, butterflies i did feel, and at that time it felt so good as thou i owned the world....
it was just a few minutes left till i brought to the world new life...precious life a handsome life, for i had carried him for too long now, seven full months, that is long, for during that period i had already learned to be a mom, i had even learned what the word RESPONSIBILITY meant....it was now time, i felt it, the harder i pushed, the more i felt it....
a baby boy it was, healthy, beautiful, tiny little fingers, i held him, so close, my son i said to myself; God had blessed me with a beautiful lil champ, the only thing that felt real to me at that moment...i love him, a blessing in disguise and as long as i have him, everything feels worth living for...
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